I have an ASKfm account whereby people can, either using a name or anonymously, ask me questions which, along with my answer, are produced on my public profile for all to see. I do not get many questions, maybe a couple every day, and about half of them I ignore for various reasons. Mostly, the questions one receives on such a platform are Q&A-tier; quite innocent, but sometimes one receives stupid or malignant ones from people who should never have learned how to read. Even less occasionally, though, one receives questions which are better-off not being answered in such a format at all — and it is this type which actually irritates me the most.
Every so often I need to do this, to have a bucket of ice water thrown at my face to awaken me from some sort of slumber, whether conscious or no makes little difference ultimately — in fact, nowadays I seem to be able to realise when there is a miasma shrouding my senses, and although it might take a day or so, I can wrestle my way out of it eventually.
Since appearing on Millennial Woes’ channel in late December last year, I have experienced a spike in subscribers to my YouTube channel and have reached over two-thousand subscribers in total. Lastnight’s podcast received more dislikes than my videos usually do, and that is something I am glad about. I am glad about it precisely because it was not one of my best “performances”; for the first half an hour I was rambly, slightly incoherent, unsure of what to say, beating around the bush in regard to certain topics. I was joined by Alex and James in particular (not to speak any less of Frederick and Ælle), so it was guaranteed to be an episode in which there were complaints made about the Alt-Right, memes, anonymity, and so on. This elicited a negative response by — I assume — newcomers to my channel, and I think that it is safe to say that a few among those dislikers will not be watching my videos again. My opinion on that? “Good.”
I have decided to re-open my ASKfm account. I had deleted it mid-2016 as it seemed unnecessary and egotistical, but I am now confident that I can balance things-out, I can walk the tightrope, so to speak.
This will not effect the “Responding to Comments” series at my YouTube channel, only provide a stand-alone place for queries and such for those who are not as active on YouTube.
The following was a conversation which took place on the third of January, 2017, in the West Coast Reactionaries Skype group on the topic of democracy in the modern age.
James: Try to remember your dream tonight. It’s important.
Adam: [The next morning, January 1st, 2017.] … And I did dream, but it was extraordinarily convoluted. Someone was saying that, “The angels erred in bringing Adam into the world.” over and over again. And I was correcting it, saying that it was God who made Adam, and God who breathed life into him. And that brought me to Exeter cathedral, where the Latin for “God breathed life into Adam” is inscribed on one of the walls. Then, I was looking around the cathedral, and I saw some of my old friends eating at the cathedral café. And then I woke up.